Thinker : Telling Stories : Questioning Intuition
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Here is a true story of my thinking and actions today. The story is just as good if it is only hypothetical:
I am on my way home from a pleasant day. I see the turn ahead into the Presidio, San Francisco's sylvan oasis. I think ~Maybe I should drive through the Presidio instead of the usual high speed route.~ I decide against it.

Continuing on, I ponder intuition, how to use it, how to know it. I doubt that it was intuition that told me to go the other way. It was just a little bout of exhilaration and joy in the living that prodded me that way. ~Then when is it intuition that knocks and when just random bubblings of extraneous impulse?~ I wonder.

Almost as soon as I am committed to my choice of the fast way home (1/2 mile or so from the considered turn), I am stuck in traffic. It is stop and go for miles due to some back up on the other side of the Golden Gate Bridge. I can see cars creeping over the bridge. Now my ponderings about intuition have a whole new significance. If I had listened (now it is called "listening"), I wouldn't be doing stop and go when all I really want is a nap to top off my day.

It seems funny to me that if I had taken the scenic route, I never would have known the unpleasantness that I was spared. One can't use the scientific method (without an elaborate experimental structure) to determine the effectiveness of one's own intuition or the validity of one's large and small choices.

First written Tue, Dec 22, 1998
Last published Wed, Jun 2, 1999